Detached

06 July 2007 / 10896 Catalan Compound, UPLB

I am sad…

In a months’ time, a friend would leave

Eight moths after which I’ll do the same

I just feel the need to detach

 

I want to let go of this ill feeling

I want to hold on to the happy ones

I want to live my life as I did before

That is just to go around and play

 

Can’t it be just like that?

Can’t things remain constant?

Can I just go back…

To the days when we just laugh?

 

Nothing’s constant!

Only water becomes stagnant…

We just have to accept the fact

Move away and do the act

 

I want to detach!

But is there a need to detach?

I want to be happy!

How can I…when I just want to flee?

 

Is everything that feels bad bad?

Is everything bad calls to be detached?

Is detachment the only way not to feel bad?

What am I supposed to then God?